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2月28日

..........

i feel it lurking in the darkness'

waiting to step in when all is lost

in the back of mind smiling

untill the last line is crossed

unlike me and who i am

how I struggle to keep him away

I never let him out

and he wants to come out to play

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2月22日

SOUL OF MINE

soul of mine

i must leave you behind

it is time to die

i hope you understand

smile of mine

you no longer shine

its been quite some time

i wish you well

laugh of mine

i heard you all the time

back when i felt fine

will you pass it on

heart of mine

how fate intertwined

heartache controlls my mind

you'll be glad your free

touch of mine

used to feel sublime

but then you drew the line

now the chalk is gone

love of mine

it got left behind

its now lost in time

now tommorow waits

soul of mine

it is finally time

it is the last rhyme

its time to die

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12月13日

DIRTY WINDOWS

LIFES BUT A VICOUS TREADMILL

CUZ IM STILL CHASING AFTER MY DREAMS

TRYING TO BE HAPPY WHERE IM AT

THINKING ENDLESSLY WHERE I HAVENT BEEN

BROKEN HEARTS AND DIRTY WINDOWS

MAKE LIFE DIFFICULT TO SEE

I KNOW YOU ALL KNOW THE WORDS

SO DONT BE ASHAMED TO SING ALONG WITH ME

MAYBE IF I CLEANED THOSE WINDOWS

THE GLARE MIGHT HELP BRING YOU AROUND

FOR I LET THEM GET SO DIRTY

I NO LONGER SEE THE GROUND

SO I DONT KNOW WHICH STEP TO TAKE

I DONT KNOW WHERE OR HOW TO START

I CANT HEAR THE LAUGHTER OUTSIDE

AND IM BLINDED BY THIS BROKEN HEART

I SEEN IT COMING IN THE SHADOWS

TRYING TO STAY SAFELY OUT OF SIGHT

EYES WIDE SHUT FINGERS CROSSED

HOPING WE'D MAKE IT THROUGH ONE MORE NIGHT

THATS WHEN MY HEART FOLDED

CARDS DEALT , WITH NO LUCK IN TRYING

OUR LOVE SLIPPED OFF THE LADDER

AS SUCCESS IT WAS CLIMBING

I WISH MY LIFE WERE A BOOK

ANXIOUSLY I'D SKIP TO THE LAST CHAPTER

UNCROSS MY FINGERS AND OPEN MY EYES

AND SEE SOMEDAY I LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER

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11月26日

SHOOTING STAR

YOUR MIND PONDERS WHAT TO WISH FOR

AS YOU LOOK APON A SHOOTING STAR

YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES AND WHEN THEY OPEN

YOU DONT KNOW WHERE YOU ARE

YOU JUST SEE 100'S OF CHILDREN

THEIR SMILES COULD LIGHT THE DARKEST SKIES

SINCE THERE NOT CRYING ALONE IN THE DARKNESS

AS THE SHOOTING STAR TELLS YOU WHY

FOR YOUR "THEIR" SHOOTING STAR!

SO THINK OF THIS IF YOU EVER FRET.

YOUR LOVE SO BRIGHT HELPED CHANGE ALL THEIR LIVES

YOU JUST DONT KNOW IT YET!

THEN YOU SEE A GIRL WHO SITS AT HOME

FEELING A LONELINESS SHE WISHES THAT WOULD END

YOU WATCH HER SHUT HER TEAR SHOT EYES

WISHING SHE COULD ONLY HAVE A FRIEND

YOU WERE THAT FRIEND TO MARCY

NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND JUST WHAT I SAY

YOU TOUCHED HER HEART WITH A PART OF YOUR SOUL

TIS THE REASON GOD HAS MADE YOU THIS WAY

YOUR PARENTS LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY

AND ARE PROUD OF THE WOAMAN YOU ARE

AND IF FOR YOU YOU THIS IS NOT ENOUGH

THEN YOU SHANT LOOK VERY FAR

DAY IN DAY OUT ALL THE SMILES

FROM EACH STRANGER THAT YOU GREET

SINCE YOUR SMILES SO CONTAGIOUS

IT INFECTS EVERYONE THAT THEY MEET

PLEASE , NEXT TIME YOUR FEELING LOST

AND FORGET JUST HOW SPEACIAL YOU REALLY ARE

YOU LOOK UP IN THE SKY

AND WISH UPON A SHOOTING STAR

11月25日

TRUE

you greet me in the morning

yet your miles from where i lay

your not the sun shining through my window

but you make my skies seem grey

broken hearts and dirty windows

make life difficult to see

thats why last night and this morning

allways look the same to me

how could i of ever left you there

your love's a thorn in my side

and stings through all my days

i couldn't hide it if i tried

you deffinitly got the taste

which tastes my tastes right

but now is just a bitter memmory

i taste trying to sleep at night

they say time heals all wounds

at least that's what they say

but they should be giving dirrections

so we all can find our way

a way to sleep at night

and taste memmories anew

and guide us through the twists and turns

of the love we though was true

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11月12日

CHRISTMAS DAY

it was christmas and snowing

it was three twenty three

the apartment was glowing

from the smile she gave me

we dance in the kitchen

not to the words of a song

but our hearts mellody

as our hearts beat along

i make pancakes, there scrambled

i did the best that i could

there perfect, i love you

i was hoping you would

and then i awake

from my silent scream

i sigh in disgust

for it was only a dream

it was christams , and foggy

it was three twenty three

my minds playing tricks

it wont let the past be

we dance in the kitchen

me and precious my cat

im happy, she loves me

but i dont believe that

i make cereal, and tuna

and you may all laugh at me

to me it was a thursday

with a decorated tree

its christmas and raining

and surprisingly warm

miles away you sleep tucked in

hiding from the chill of a storm

i dance wildly to nothing

but bittersweet memories

im drowning in hopes

that you might come back 2 me

i make nothing i order

peporoni and cheese

and while it cools

i eat some sour keys

so maybe next christmas

you'll say your allready on your way

and that your coming home baby

so it can be christmas day

this is actually a song i wrote for an ex of mine im working on it now to get it on my space hope you liked it

Jason Finlayson

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10月5日

ANY COLOR WILL DO

HOW CAN I PAINT A HAPPY PICTURE

EVEN AFTER YOU TOLD ME WHAT TO DO

YOU TOOK AWAY ALL MY COLORS

LEAVING ME WITH JUST DIFFERENT SHADES OF BLUE

DONT WORRY YOU'LL CATCH ON

KEEP MIXING THOSE SHADES AND YOU SHALL SEE

THAT THEY WILL ALLWAYS END UP BLUE

YOU SAY COLORFULLY MOCKING ME

SO YOUR SAYING I CAN HAVE THESE BLUES...?

SO I CAN PAINT AN OCEAN YOU CANT WITHSTAND?

YOU'LL KEEPING SWIMMING THROUGH THOSE BLUES...

AND DROWN SEARCHING FOR DRY LAND......AHEM(HAHA)

SO WHAT YOUR SAYING THESE ARE MINE...?

THAT YOU NEVER REALLY LIKED BLUE ANYWAY...

I GUESS I'LL JUST PAINT YOUR WHOLE WORLD BLUE

PERHAPS YOU'LL LEARN TO LOVE IT THEN SOMEDAY...

OH SO NOW YOUR SCREMING "THATS NOT WHAT I INTENDED"

ITS MUCH TO LATE, FOR ITS ALL THAT I CAN GIVER

EVERYONE KNOWS THAT TEARS ARNT BROWN

I LAUGH , AS I PAINT THEM A BLUE RIVER

OH ...SO NOW YOUR OH SO SORRY

WHAT PARTING GIFTS DO WE HAVE FOR HER FOLKS

IM AFRAID ITS JUST MORE SHADES OF BLUE

AND IT JUST SO HAPPENS THERE ALL IN BULK

SO YOUR WIMPERING THROUGH SWEET...SWEET BROKEN SYLABLES

AND IF WAS TO TRANSLATE FOR HER TODAY

AHUH AHUH HUH IB..SO.SO.SORR...RRRRY

WAS THE ONLY SHANANAGINS SHE COULD SAY

ITS HARD TO TALK TRASH WHEN YOUR CRYING

AND EVEN HARDER WHILE YOU LAUGH

I JUST GIGGLE YOU AND YOUR BLUES A TOAST

AS I DRINK BLUE JUICE FROM MY GLASS...

9月30日

JINKIES..ANOTHER MYSTERY TO SOLVE...

Jinkies another mystery to solve!

IM KINDA FEELING LIKE THEMA

YOU KNOW THE ONE FROM SCOOBIE DOO

WHOS GOT ANOTHER MYSTERY TO SOLVE

BUT ITS ME WHOS LEFT TRYING TO CONSTRUE

CONSTRUEING THOUGHTS AND RIDDLES

PERHAPS IT'S NOT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO

YET I KEEP MIXING MY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD

LIKE A POT WAITING FOR A SOLUTION TO BREW

MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL GET THE SOLUTION

SO I MAY TAKE IT BACK TO THE LAB

SO I MAY LOOK CLOSER UNDER A MICRO SCOPE

AND FIND OUT IF YOUR GOOD OR BAD

MY HEART WANTS TO TELL ME THAT YOUR GOOD

OR IS IT SIMPLY JUST NAIVE

OR COULD IT KNOW SOMETHING THAT I DONT

COULD THERE BE AN ACE UP ITS SLEEVE

UNKIND MEMORIES TELL THAT YOUR BAD

OR IS IT SIMPLY JUST MISTAKEN

OR COULD IT REALLY BE TRYING TO WARN ME

THAT YOUR NOT A RISK WORTH TAKING

MY KID INSIDE TELLS ME TO PICK FLOWERS

A CHILDISH TEST OF SHE LOVES ME, SHE LOVES ME NOT

AND SLOWLY PICK AWAY EACH PETAL

UNTILL ONE ANSWER IS ALL I GOT

MY FROSTED SIDE'S GOT ME EXCITED

GOT ME CLIMBING UP THE WALL

THINKING THAT YOU'LL NEVER HURT ME

SO IM NOT WORRIED THAT I'LL FALL

MY WHOLE WHEAT SIDE GOT ME FOCOSED

REMINDING ME OF A SOLUTION TO BE RESOLVED

TO WHETHER YOUR REALLY GOOD OR BAD

JINKIES, LOOKS LIKE ANOTHER MYSTERY TO SOLVE

ROCK , HARD PLACE..AND ME :(

WOW THAT'S A REALLY BIG ROCK!

COULDN'T MOVE IT IF I TRIED.

IF I TOLD YOU WASNT SCARED,

THEN I'M SORRY THAT I LIED.

I RAN AS FAST AS I COULD.

HOPING THAT IT MIGHT BUDGE!

I EVEN USED ALL MY WEIGHT,

BUT IT DIDN'T EVEN NUDGE.

WOW SO THIS, IS A HARD PLACE!

THERE DOESN'T SEEM TO BE ANY ROOM TO MOVE.

IF I TOLD YOU I HAD A PLAN,

IT'S BECAUSE I WANTED YOU TO APPROVE.

I STRECHED WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BODY

STILL I FOUND NO CRACKS,OPENINGS OR GATES.

THERE'S SIMPLY NO WAY TO GET OUT!

SO THERE'S NO NEED TO ELABORATE.

WOW, SO THIS IS REALLY ME!

FINALLY..NOW I CAN SEE

I DON'T NEED YOU TO BELIEVE ME,

AND I DONT NEED YOU TO AGREE!

I JUST FORGOT WHO I WAS,

NO MORE ROCK ,HARD PLACE ME.

I JUST NEEDED TO GIVE UP ON YOUR LOVE

SO I COULD FINALLY BE FREE!

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8月25日

TREND

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OH...HERE'S A SHOT IN THE DARK

I THINK YOU'VE REALLY GONE INSANE

IT'S GOT ME WASTING ALL MY TIME THINKING

WHAT GOES ON INSIDE YOUR BRAIN

DID YOU FALL DOWN A CLIFF?

AND FORGET WHO YOU ARE!

BUT YOU DONT SEEM HURT AT ALL

BUT ON MY HEART THERE IS A SCAR

RIPPED OPEN TIME AND TIME AGAIN

BECAUSE YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A TREND

IN TODAY AND OUT THE NEXT

SO THIS WOUND CAN NEVER MEND

SO CRANK UP THE VOLUME

FOR IM JUST ANOTHER SAD SONG

I KNOW YOU ALL KNOW THE WORDS

SO DONT BE ASHAMED TO SING ALONG

I'VE BEEN SINGING IT TO DEATH

THROUGH BROKEN SYLABLES AS I WEEP

IVE BEEN TOLD I MUMBLE THE WORDS

TOSSING AND TURNING WHILE I SLEEP

FEELS LIKE AN ENDLESS MIXED TAPE

THAT KEEPS PLAYING THE SAME SONG

NOW OLD MEMORIES ARE AT MY DOOR

HARRASSING ME TO COME ALONG

THAT'S WHY NOW I ALLWAYS SMILE

WHEN I SEE YOU AROUND THE BEND

OHHH YOUR SORRY ,AND WANT TO TALK

AWEEEEEEEE, GO GO GADGET MIDDLE FINGER EXTEND

I TURN THE CORNER WITH A SMILE

BUT FROM HAPPINESS I FEEL

IM GOING HOME TO PLAY WITH DINKIES

RIGHT AFTER THIS CART WHEEL

NOW YOU GOT THE TAPE

YOU FEEL THE WORDS AS THEY ATTACK

EVERYTIME THAT YOU REALIZE

THIS TREND AINT COMING BACK .......

I HOPE YOU FUCKIN KILL THAT TRACK

8月23日

BOUQUET

A GENTLY BREEZE

A FALL DAY

A BURST OF COLOR

FROM LEAVES THAT SWAY

A SEA OF PEOPLE

A FACE IN THE CROWD

A SONG CAN BE HEARD

AS I SING IT ALOUD

ONE SINGLE FLOWER

IN A VALLEY SO VAST

A BOUQUET OF STRANGERS

BUT HOW LONG WILL IT LAST

I FEEL THE SUN'S WARMTH

THROUGH CLOUDS AS IT BREAKS

BUT IT'S REALLY JUST A SMILE

FOR WHICH MY ATTENTION IT TAKES

AN UNKNOWN FLOWER

IN A VALLEY SO VAST

BUT WHEN OUR EYES MET

WE COULDNT WALK PAST

SO YOU PICKED ME UP

PLACED IN GENTLE HANDS

LEAVING THE BOUQUET WITHOUT WORD

BUT IM SURE THEY'D UNDERSTAND

ONE IN A MILLION

PERHAPS, A CHANCE OF FATE

FOR A FLING IN THE FALL

OR PERHAPS MY SOUL MATE

YOU SHOW ME TO STRANGERS

THROUGH EACH PASSING DAY

TO YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS

AS I JOIN THEIR BOUQUET

BUT HOW LONG WILL IT LAST

THIS BOUQUET THAT YOU MADE

AND WILL YOU PICK ANOTHER FLOWER

ONCE MY COLOR STARTS TO FADE

8月14日

TRAINING WHEELS

SO I'VE FALLEN ONCE AGAIN

WHY DO I RIDE THIS BIKE?

JUST ANOTHER SCRAPPED UP KNEE

IS WHAT MY HEART IS FEELING LIKE

IT STARTED WITH A HILL

JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER TIME

I PLACE MY FEET ON THE PEDDLES

AS THEY BEGIN TO HELP ME CLIMB

I PEDDLED ALL THE WEAY TO THE TOP

THROUGH EMOTIONS AND THEIR HILL

PEDDLING CLOSER TO THE TOP

HOPING TO FEEL ANOTHER THRILL

YOUR SMILING WAITING AT THE TOP

SAYING READY SET GO

NOW I CANT HOLD ONTO THE PEDDLES

AS YOU PUSH ME OUT OF CONTROLL

I HEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY SHOUTING

HOLD ON FOR GOODNESS SAKES

I THANK GOD FOR THIS REFLECTOR

BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ANY BRAKES

THE POINT OF NO RETURN

IS THE DIRECTION IN GOING IN

JUST ANOTHER LOSING BATTLE

I WAS SURE I THOUGHT I'D WIN

NO...I CAN'T BE CALM

BECAUSE I NEVER HAVE A PLAN

JUST LIKE THE HOCKEY CARD IN MY SPOX

WHAILING LIKE A MAD MAN

IM FINALLY ALLMOST DONE

WITH THESE FEELINGS OF FEAR

ONLY TO BE REPLACED BY HURT

ONCE THIS HILL IT DISSIPEARS

SO THAT WAS THE BEGGINING

THE BEGGINING OF THE END

THE STORY HOW ONE MORE HILL

BECAME JUST ANOTHER TREND

IF YOU CAN RELATE TO WHAT IVE SAID

THEN I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL

SO NOW THE NEXT TIME I RIDE A BIKE

THEY'LL HAVE SOME TRAINING WHEELS

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7月13日

A DARK BRANDED BURN

when will this tunnel end

its so dark, dark as night

so when will this tunnel end

will someone show me the light

a dark tunnel of memories

twisting and turning with its pain

im walking through its darkness

the darkest depths of my brain

you sent me in this direction

you said everything would be okay

but im still walking in this darkness

trying to keep the twists and turns at bay

they say time heals all wounds

well, i guess thats what they say

instead they should be giving directions

so we can all find our way

a way out of this tunnel

of dark twisting turns

so we'll take another route

so we dont have to return

return to turning twists

and feel their dark burn

burned and branded in our hearts

or will our hearts never learn

like i said its hard trying to make it

through dark twisting turns

especially when our hearts have

a dark branded burn

7月9日

DROWNING

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I ALLMOST SAW A RAINBOW ONCE

BUT IT STARTED TO RAIN AGAIN

AND AS THE RAIN POURED DOWN MY FACE

MEMEORIES BEGAN TO DROWN MY BRAIN

I DONT HAVE NO LIFE JACKET

JUST THIS SMALL PEICE OF WOOD

TRYING TO KEEP MYSELF ALIVE

HOLDING ON THE BEST I COULD

I SEE THE WAVE COME RIGHT AT ME

SAYING GOODBYE TO LOVED ONES JUST IN CASE

THEN I GASP AND I ALLMOST LET GO

WHEN I SEE THE WAVE HAS GOT A FACE

ITS YOU SMILING AND LAUGHING WILDLY

GAZING AT ME WITH THAT STARE

YOU INTEND TO TAKE ME UNDER

AND LEAVE MY LUNGS WITHOUT ITS AIR

I CLOSE MY EYES AS IT SWEEPS OVER

AND I CAN FEEL MY HEART ITS POUNDING

THE WOOD SLIPS OUT OF MY GRASP

AS YOUR MEMORY LEAVES ME DROWNING

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6月6日

SHUT THE DOOR!

OH I AWAKE AT NIGHT

MY SHEETS ARE SOAKING WET

MY HEART IS BEATING FAST

AND THUS THE STAGE IS SET

SO NOW I TAKE MY PLACE

IN THIS SPOTLIGHT

OF CROWDED LONLINESS

AS I LOSE MY SIGHT

TO SEE THE PART OF ME

WHOS THOUGHTS ARE NORMAL

BUT WHAT IS NORMAL

WHEN THERES NO MORALS

AND SO I SHUT THE DOOR

TO LEAVE YOU STANDING THERE

BUT CAN I KEEP IT SHUT

WHEN YOU ARE EVERYWHERE

I HEAR THE DOOR KICK IN

BUT IT WAS DONE BY ME

OLD MEMORIES POURING IN

WHY DID I LET THEM FREE

THEIR ROOTING THROUGH MY MIND

AND GOIN THROUGH ITS DRAWRS

I CANT GET RID OF YOU

THOUGH YOUR NOT HERE NO MORE

I GATHER ALL YOUR STUFF

PLUS PICTURES GAVE TO ME

COLLECTING ALL OF YOU

THROUGH MEMORIES THAT I SEE

AND SO I SHUT THE DOOR

THE ONE INSIDE MY HOME

THERES ONLY CLOTHES LEFT

AND JUST THIS STUPID PHONE

I TURN TO WALK AWAY

I TURN RIGHT BACK AROUND

IM DIVING FOR THE PHONE

AS WE FALL TO THE GROUND

I PICK US UP AND DIAL

NOW ONCE AGAIN YOU'LL SEE

I DONT THINK RATIONAL

LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME

AND THEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE

BUT ITS JUST YOUR MACHINE

ITS ALL I HAVE LEFT TILL

I CAN THINK RATIONALLY

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6月4日

MY JULIET

SHE WARMS ME LIKE A BLANKET

FOR ME , I SHELTER HER FROM FEAR

INSIDE THIS I GET THE LOVE AND CARE

OF WHICH MY HEART DOES YEARN

I CANNOT POSSIBLY LOSE

OR MAYBE EVEN WIN

IF ONLY 2 TOUCH THOSE WARM SWEET LIPS

AND COLD BREATS APON MY SKIN

OH JULIET, MY JULIET

LET DOWN THAT LONG BROWN HAIR

SO I MAY CLIMB ITS SILK LIKE STRANDS

AND COME MEET WITH YOU UP THERE

YOUR ROMEO HAS COME

TO SWEEP YOU OFF YOUR FEET

SO YOU MAY NEVER FEEL LOVES PAIN AGAIN

FOR THAT PAIN YOUR MUCH TO SWEET

WILL YOU BE MY TRUE LOVE FOREVER?

I KNOW IM SURE I WONT FORGET

BECAUSE YOUR THE SWEET SEXY GIRL

I CALL MY JULIET

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6月3日

My Christmas

get up says my alarm clock

get up its christmas day!

i rub my eyes and think of you

alas im on my way

but lets not mistake this

theres no real presents waiting there

more like a metaphoric feeling honestly

from just knowing that you care

this juice box tastes so sweet

the sun shines much more bright

everyday it feels like christams eve

laying awake thinking of you all night

i get up , im late for work

and then stub the same old toe

speaking french ooooo so fluent

but i stop and smile just so you know

the same old equilirium is no surprise

it changes so fast you make time fly

my mind allways wanders back to you

so does" my christmas" and its reprise

your like a beautifully ribboned box

or that angel in the tree

you make me want to sing christmas carols

outside in this warm summer breeze

just like that , im 6 again

im making angels in the snow

thinking whats in the box dad brought in

is what i really want to know

counting the sheep

till im more awake then before

till i creep out of bed

quietly tip toeing cross the floor

deffinitly feels like a year

since its been christmas eve

i was good all year... umm yeah!

now what do you got their up that sleeve!

this new present you will give me

i feel could only be good

or is it a empty box inside a box

a timeless gift of love so often missunderstood

like all those new clothes we get

dusty, scattered ,portyaying the style of love

i hope im not just another trend

like all the rest had got sick of

and what if its what i dreamed

and thought about those many sleepless nights

that someone finally got me a present

and this christmas they got it right

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LIKE

LIKE

you've got wings like a angel

sweeping down to pick me up when i fall

above your head theres no halo

i guess you cant have it all

you've got eyes like the sun

magnificantly warming me with a single glare

but in return they have burned me so

when you look through me with that stare

you've got a kiss just like air

as if i needed it just to live

now i gasp when i think how you gave it

to anyone that u could give

you've got moods like chineese food

sometimes sweet sometimes sour

like youve got to many emotions

methaphorically wrapped up in flour

you've got lies like the mafia

yes your orgonized crime

said you were just out with friends

when i knew the truth the whole time

you've got wounds just like me

u wounded me till i could not put them past

now you have wounds of regret

im sure they wont be your last

Jason Finlayson 07/25/81

hi mom

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6月2日

I WILL...

I WILL...

                TEACH ME WHAT 2 SAY...

                 2 ALLWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE..

                  ILL CHASE AWAY THOSE TEARS...

                    IF ONLY 4 A WHILE...........

                    I WILL BE THAT NIGHT AND SHINING ARMOUR....

                      SO THATyou SHALL NEVER FEAR......

                       ILL CLIMB YOUR SILK LIKE STRANDS

                        AND MEET WITH YOU UP THERE...



                            I WILL BE THAT NEW REMINDER..

                             SO YOU SHALL NEVER FRET...

                              ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SPECIAL..

                               THAT WAY YOU DONT FORGET....



                                 I WILL BE THERE BY YOUR SIDE....

                                  IN CASE YOU SOMEDAY FALL...

                                      LIFES PROBLEMS WILL SEEM EASIER..

                                        BECAUSE ILL HELP YOU THROUGH THEM ALL..........



                                           I WILL WRITE YOU POEMS...

                                               AND SOMETIMES EVEN DANCE....

                                                 JUST 2 MAKE YOU SMILE...

                                                   AS I INTRODUCE YOU 2 ROMANCE.............

                                                       I WILL BE YOUR ROBIN HOOD ...

                                                        WHO HAD HELPED OUT WITH THE POOR......

                                                          ILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOUR USED TOO...

                                                           AND THE THINGS YOU HAVENT HAD BEFORE...



                                                              I WILL DO ALL THESE THINGS AND MORE.....

                                                                 JUST AS YOU SHALL SHORELY SEE...

                                                                    SO SOMEDAY AS MY BRIDE....

                                                                      YOU SHALL CHOOSE 2 BE......

p.s i will be back at 2:00,gone playing golf with god...k

never what i want them 2 be

never what i want them 2 be

i feel anticapation

and its agravating..

for this feeling

dont know what 2 make of it..

im contemplating

my evaluation...

cant relate to it

can never understand it...

personable debating

my frustrations...

who i am

and how much more can i take of this...

my interpretation is

getting lost in translation..

i hear the voices

but i cant make out what there saying..

its exasperating..

trying 2 explain this..

it seems like things are

never what i want them 2 be...

5月31日

my mirage

my mirage

its late

im starring through my ceiling

into a new life ive invissioned

while these eyes decieve me

i dont blink

so i can pretend a lil longer

the new version of who i am

no hurt,feeling so much stronger

i panic

as i watch the sun slowly rise

through the corner of my eye

i can feel the fear inside

alas

my fears have come true

as i slowly rub these eyes

the suns now up and sky is blue

truth

slaps me in the face as i walk

of memories in people and things

unaware how they sadly mock

my memory

an elephant that wont forget

like a wound on my heart

that hasnt healed just yet

my words

said through the feelings i hide

showing that im fine and happy

even though im dying inside

this love

the one i try so hard to subside

but only when your near me

because of this foolish pride

my future

seemed so scary i felt so unsure

since my plans have changed

your not part of them no more

my past

lies memories which now rest

since i gave up on your love

and put new love to the test

my days

are more happy and more pure

i wake now greeting the sun

i dont stare through my ceiling any more

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killing me

killing me

your a let down...

i had you figured all wrong..

thought you were speciall..

wish it wouldnt of taken so long...

you deserve an emmy..

you certainly played the part..

you even got embarassed..

when i snuck up on ya and heard you fart...

something wasnt right..

i can feel it again..

sad excuses and false hopes high...

i saw this coming though i dont know why...

so dont you dare say anything at all..

your words dont help ,so please dont cry....

did we ever have an understanding...

did we ever have anything at all...

you were never really there 4 me ...

not that i recall...

i tried 2 be perfect...

but look where it got me..

i believed everything you said...

now i abuse myself..and its the only thing i have...wont someone set me free

i wanted 2 be the one to make you smile...

now i just want 2 go out and take revenge...

its making me evil...cuz its not the first time..

and will probally be the last though..

ive given up on who i used 2 be...

i stand alone now in a darker stronger image of myself..

etternity of broken hearts and prommises ...

im turning my back now on the bright side....

who am i?

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5月30日

What you expect from me

what you expect from me

i tried it your way..

but its not worth it..

cant believe i thought you were worth it..

thats life..

noones perfect..

forget yesterday..

makes me want 2 stay..

living for 2day..

if what you said is real..

then im leaving yes for real..

im half the man i used 2 be..

the other mans long gone 2 me..

that should tell you how i feel..

take time with a wounded man..

his lifes a treat..

feelings long lost 2 me..

i wish that was me..

but that was me..

take time with this wounded hand..

typing ..half as much i used 2 ..

words lost..

goodbye my lover and my friend..

we had joy and we.....

had fun..

wondered how id get along..

goodbye my love.......

flowers everywhere ..

2 bad your not there..

i guess were just seasons out of time..

like some long lost rhyme....

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ESCAPE

By: Mariann Peremiczki

To escape my own skin would be marvelous.

Leaving peacefully, returning when I'm ready.

I cannot be seen nor felt; only my presence occurs.

To escape my thoughts of failure and inadiquecy.

To see everything clearly.

What if I'm not good enough for him?

What if I don't make enough money when I've grown?

What if my kids lack respect for me?

Can I become a caterpiller?

Make a cocoon and escape when it's time.

When I'm ready.

Each day passing slowly.

I see light, then dark.

I see no future in my grades.

They ar just letters to me.

Comparing me to others.

If I told you I was smart, would you believe me?

I see the stepping stones to success laid out before me.

What if I want to follow my own path?

Build me a bridge and I'll walk it, but what if I'd rather swim?

Let me escape my fears for now.

Let me run through the fields and forests of my own success.

I can only be me.

If I could escape your tight grip on my life, I'd be happy.

Let me go.

Let me figure it out for myself.

Help me along the way, I need you, but don't hold me back.

Let me escape your grip on me.

I wish I were a caterpillar.

I'll become a butterfly someday.

When I'm ready.

5月29日

emotions down the block

emotions down the block

as i walk down my street

i smile and wave to

to the people i meet..

as i go along my way

i pratice then ponder

what I was planning to say...

the flowers smell sweet

as i breath them in walking

feeling overzealous and a lil meek

my hands getting sweaty

old confidences crumble

i climb through that feeling , and now i am ready

now only blocks from where we called home

is where i once lived

but now im alone...

how did it?...,what could of been done?

we were allways so happy!

and my heart you had won!

the flowers drop, and im no longer walking

im now drowning in an ocean, of overwhelming emotion

as i see with some guy , laughing and talking!

a wishfull thinking dreamer,this sums up my life.

i wanted to say i was sorry and that i loved you.

then i was going to ask you to be my wife.

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