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12月13日 DIRTY WINDOWSLIFES BUT A VICOUS TREADMILL
CUZ IM STILL CHASING AFTER MY DREAMS
TRYING TO BE HAPPY WHERE IM AT
THINKING ENDLESSLY WHERE I HAVENT BEEN
BROKEN HEARTS AND DIRTY WINDOWS
MAKE LIFE DIFFICULT TO SEE
I KNOW YOU ALL KNOW THE WORDS
SO DONT BE ASHAMED TO SING ALONG WITH ME
MAYBE IF I CLEANED THOSE WINDOWS
THE GLARE MIGHT HELP BRING YOU AROUND
FOR I LET THEM GET SO DIRTY
I NO LONGER SEE THE GROUND
SO I DONT KNOW WHICH STEP TO TAKE
I DONT KNOW WHERE OR HOW TO START
I CANT HEAR THE LAUGHTER OUTSIDE
AND IM BLINDED BY THIS BROKEN HEART
I SEEN IT COMING IN THE SHADOWS
TRYING TO STAY SAFELY OUT OF SIGHT
EYES WIDE SHUT FINGERS CROSSED
HOPING WE'D MAKE IT THROUGH ONE MORE NIGHT
THATS WHEN MY HEART FOLDED
CARDS DEALT , WITH NO LUCK IN TRYING
OUR LOVE SLIPPED OFF THE LADDER
AS SUCCESS IT WAS CLIMBING
I WISH MY LIFE WERE A BOOK
ANXIOUSLY I'D SKIP TO THE LAST CHAPTER
UNCROSS MY FINGERS AND OPEN MY EYES
AND SEE SOMEDAY I LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER
10月5日 ANY COLOR WILL DOHOW CAN I PAINT A HAPPY PICTURE
EVEN AFTER YOU TOLD ME WHAT TO DO
YOU TOOK AWAY ALL MY COLORS
LEAVING ME WITH JUST DIFFERENT SHADES OF BLUE
DONT WORRY YOU'LL CATCH ON
KEEP MIXING THOSE SHADES AND YOU SHALL SEE
THAT THEY WILL ALLWAYS END UP BLUE
YOU SAY COLORFULLY MOCKING ME
SO YOUR SAYING I CAN HAVE THESE BLUES...?
SO I CAN PAINT AN OCEAN YOU CANT WITHSTAND?
YOU'LL KEEPING SWIMMING THROUGH THOSE BLUES...
AND DROWN SEARCHING FOR DRY LAND......AHEM(HAHA)
SO WHAT YOUR SAYING THESE ARE MINE...?
THAT YOU NEVER REALLY LIKED BLUE ANYWAY...
I GUESS I'LL JUST PAINT YOUR WHOLE WORLD BLUE
PERHAPS YOU'LL LEARN TO LOVE IT THEN SOMEDAY...
OH SO NOW YOUR SCREMING "THATS NOT WHAT I INTENDED"
ITS MUCH TO LATE, FOR ITS ALL THAT I CAN GIVER
EVERYONE KNOWS THAT TEARS ARNT BROWN
I LAUGH , AS I PAINT THEM A BLUE RIVER
OH ...SO NOW YOUR OH SO SORRY
WHAT PARTING GIFTS DO WE HAVE FOR HER FOLKS
IM AFRAID ITS JUST MORE SHADES OF BLUE
AND IT JUST SO HAPPENS THERE ALL IN BULK
SO YOUR WIMPERING THROUGH SWEET...SWEET BROKEN SYLABLES
AND IF WAS TO TRANSLATE FOR HER TODAY
AHUH AHUH HUH IB..SO.SO.SORR...RRRRY
WAS THE ONLY SHANANAGINS SHE COULD SAY
ITS HARD TO TALK TRASH WHEN YOUR CRYING
AND EVEN HARDER WHILE YOU LAUGH
I JUST GIGGLE YOU AND YOUR BLUES A TOAST
AS I DRINK BLUE JUICE FROM MY GLASS... 5月4日 Beggingwhy dont you pick up that shovel
cuz theres still some dirt there
in the hole you dug in my heart
when you left me in disspair
why dont you load that gun
and shoot and kill me dead
and rid me of the constant memories
that keep running through my head
why dont you just haul off
and fuckin just kick me in the shin
and maybe just for a second
ill forget the pain im in
why dont you just take all of me
cant you see im no good without you
because you took the part which was my heart
and i feel like no one else will do
why dont you take these lips
because ill never use them
your goodbye left me with eyes that cry
and a runny nose filled with flem
why dont you give some change
cuz im like those homeless men
kinda like im out on the street
begging for my heart to be filled again
4月30日 once around the bend ch 5 Lana Wells gazed out her coach seat window as the sun appeared and dissapeared in the vast sea of clouds as the plane swam through them in the sky. It had been a week since Lanas fathers funneral and Lana had not cried once. Not that she wasnt sad that her father was dead it was because she allways remained strong and kept her chin high. She hadnt even cried when her mother had died years ago when she was still very young from lung cancer. The reason Lana hadnt criued began when she was just a small child. One day lana was being picked on and bullied by a boy older than her,as tears randown her face she wenthome to her grandfather who was watching her while her parents were out of town. Grandpa this kid is bullying me he pulled my hair and threw dirt at me. her grandfather sat her on his knee and said" its allright Lana , listen you should never show anyone that upsets you your feelings its a sign of weakness and i bet if you acted like this person didnt bother you..they woould leave you alone". With that Lana had secretly kept her true feelings inside, not knowing that she would soon fall apart.
The stewardess was walking up and down the isle offereing menus and refreshments.As she approached Lana she asked" woould you like some peanuts"? When Lana heard this more memories of her youth came flooding back into her mind. 4月7日 FOR WHAT ITS WORTHFOR WHATS ITS WORTH
IM SORRY I WAS WRONG
WISH I HAD SAID IT SOONER
NOW ITS TOO LATE I WAITED TOO LONG
FOR WHAT ITS WORTH
I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME AGAIN
I REALISED ALL MY FAULTS
NOW IM JUST LEFT HERE WITH THE PAIN
FOR WHAT ITS WORTH
IM NOLONGER A SLAVE TO MY PRIDE
SINCE I BROKE OUT OF THOSE CHAINS
MY FREEDOM CHANGED WHO I AM INSIDE
FOR WHAT ITS WORTH
GREY SKIES SEEM REALLY LIKE THERE BLUE
I FELL DOWN AND LEARNED HOW TO PICK MYSELF UP
AND THROUGH ALL THAT HURT I SIMPLY SAY THANK YOU
1月23日 the damdest thingso things are great even though my moms in the hospital..i think ive been happier than ive been in a long time.. speacially 2day 4 instance..this old lady in a wheel chair was trying 2 get every bodys attention on there way pout of the hospital..she finally asked me and at first i was like aww man..cuz honestly it was cold out and i was on my way in to see my mom..i ended up pushing hewr in her wheel chair off grounds 2 have a smoke..she didnt have a lighter so i ad 2 run back 2 the car 2 get her one..then i waited for her cuz she told me she was in the ward 1d which is the phyciatric ward(my moms in 1b)and the lady had a broken ankle so i waited and pushed her back..then shekept calling me her nephew jonh..i was like yes mam ,,and she was like john take upstairs i want 2 show you the chappell..i get her up to the next floor and take her 2 the chappell..she pulls out 2 sets of rosary beads and makes me read a hym with her..and then the father and the son and the holy spiit amen grand finally..so i make the trip back dpown the hall and onto the elevator 2 take her back and she says when we get there by the way'....what was your name...i was like you were calling me john..i thought you thought i was you nephew..she was like i know..im sorry i just likeed your company...she was good..she made me give her a hug and she kissed me on the check ...and you know what i had spent allmost 40 minutes with a complete stranger when at first i thought not 2 ..and you know what..it touched me inside..like a kid waking up and getting what he wants at christmas type of feeling ya know..besides that i cant really explain it..the damdest thing ya know..but it took away so much stress and hurt i had been feeling lately in ways she will never really understand or appriciate..it just made me realize its the littlest of things in life that make everything ok... and i solemly promised myself that everytime i visit my mom from now on i will slip in 2 spend a moment 2 stop by and say hello..and its funny i dont pray im not holly..or even spiritual..but i didnt mind doing for her..and she also gave me the prayr beads as a reminder..till next time 10月14日 now on with the showwell i the dread pirate roberts declair i own the classroom 2 morrow and this girl who seems 2 make the left side of my brain seem 2 diisapear when shes around will c a new side of me and not stubbling on my words like some silly school boy crush.. shes very smart sexy and really nice and i cant stop thinking bout her as i try 2 fall asleep and wonder what it is about her..that makes me stupid..and 4get i have a brian..in very good people person specially whe it comes 2 woaman but this girl turns me into john arbuckle from garfield i swear 2 god.its like half my body gors numb when shes around 10月6日 today is kick ass...www.everyvideogame.comwell had orrientation 4 a new job 2day and it seems pretty laid back going 2 get payed weekly(interesting yes no,,yes) and get payed like 300.00 a week which is ok by me.fuck micky ds im so glad it didnt come 2 that.. get rid of my old job..anyways if u want 2 play really good oldschool video games for free no downloading go to
www.everyvideogame.com and youll be pleasently surprised .
met some nice peeps 2day and ran into this guy and girl i havent seen in ages.got the corpses bride and madagascar also my friend terry burned them for me ...terry if ya reading this your awesome...
anyways hit me back..just 2 chat..truely yours..your biggest fan ...jason fin-layson 9月29日 hold this for a second..THX!well i had a fabolous day got a bunch of movies ive been dying 2 c star wars 3 (seen but await it once again) fantastic fout(dont even get me started) sahara (huh..i mean o yeah!!!!!!) seed of chucky(could be very funny in a disturbing way) and im pretty sure my fryuity loops is going 2 work..if so....the next time u c a pic of me may have a beard...yes i know its true..but ill have some kick ass songs 2 show for it (ummmm pumped much?)
if you want 2 destroy my sweater ....hold this thread as i walk awayyyyyyyyyyyy! hey whats up? watch me unravel ill soon be neaked...ive come undoneeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! 7月16日 WHAT DID U JUST SAY?R U INSINUATING THAT MY INTILLECTUAL CAPACITY IS INSUFFICIENT ENOUGH TO COMPREHEND WITH YOUR DIABOLIC DIMENTIONS, BECAUSE IF YOU R THE RAIN OF YOUR INSULTS DO NOT REACH THE UMBRELLA OF MY INDIFERENCE. |
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